Archive | May 2017

May You Be Rich & Blessed

 

(​Submitted as an assignment for a course on writing.)

 

‘Being poor is something that I would have never wished upon anyone, not even my worst enemies!’

One room with humble furniture, but very neat and clean, poorly aired due to the fact that it only had one window, seated amid tall buildings from all sides; it’s more of a garage, thus depriving its occupiers from proper ventilation! It was a hell on earth room, but it was all what they got at the moment! Yet there’s something emitting from it; lots of love, warmth, kindness and serenity.

Four days of severe illness and the best the boys and the little girl could do was to sit by her bedside and weep. They know no one, and got no money to bring her a doctor, if it was the other way round and it was one of the kids ill, she would had gone up and down to see them get all the medical attention they needed until they were well again.

‘Take it easy on yourselves angels, am a fighter and I will make it.’ She managed to say between the episodes of painful coughs she was undergoing.

She closed her eyes as she took another painful breathe; even the act of breathing has become torture for her!

She was raising three kids that weren’t her own, the kids of the relative who committed so much atrocities towards her, who had managed to turn the whole world against her with her fake crocodile tears and tales, and everyone has fallen for them, because of the attractiveness and sexiness of the narrator, hate, envy and jealousy of all those involved, and due to the fact that those around needed the narrator’s tales, so they had to buy whatever fake stories the evil relative was selling!

The person who had shattered her life and dreams made her promise them at the time of their death to take care of her three children. Who would have thought that life would turn suddenly sour after it had been all sweet and prosperous for her, her final words were ‘ I know what I did to you, with the help of my mother and many other people, I was filled with envy, jealousy and hate, my heart and conscience weren’t alive, everyone around me ensured that I made fatal damage to you, I can’t undo my mistakes, can’t compensate you on all the harm we did, but I paid for my sins, you may not know it, but most of those who did hurt and harm you did pay for their sins, even if they pretended to appear victorious all times, but the truth is; they have lost many precious things also; their authenticity, humanity, compassion, sympathy, innocence, themselves and much more, they were all ‘Walking Dead’!

Sometimes she wanted to place the kids at a foster home, she wanted them to have a taste of the tragedy, atrocity, horrors and pain that their mother, grandmother, family, friends, relatives and society had placed upon her and have been committing against her, maybe they thought that’s her plan, but she wanted to prove them wrong, show them even in their graves that she shared nothing with them, and that she was more human and humane than all of them.

She worked everywhere to ensure that the three kids get well educated, clothed, and fed even if the home she managed to give them was within the limits of this small tiny room, she filled their days with laughter, love, learning and made sure that they lived life to its fullest with the very modest means that were available for them, one day when they all become adults and be able to stand on their two feet, they will purchase whatever mansions and Ferrari they would ever desire , she will make sure to take them there, and along the way she too will make her dreams come true!

On tough days she walks them to their nearby schools, and she would carry the little girl on her back, the little girl would then ask her at certain times to run like a horse, they keep walking and if the boys whine and complaint , she would tell them ‘Walking is why we will live longer than the rich.’

Then they would ask in unison if they will always remain poor ‘Study well, be smart, stay out of trouble, chase your dreams, work big, dream big, and you’ll never remain poor.’

They keep chanting ‘Dream big, & work big’ all day long even when they’re doing their homework in the evening.

She came back from her memories, and then slowly opened her eyes to look at the three angels praying at her feet for her. Life has so many lessons, the toughest one is to clarify for us certain facts, one of them is the following: We may think of ourselves as the authors of the ‘Book of Life’, but truth is: The lord executes it all for everyone, he had written the beginning, middle and the end. Who would have thought the woman who had lived on top of the world would die in such painful manner, and would leave her kids to the person she had committed so much atrocities against!

Even within the holy books you will come across those who have been on top of everything and then went into ruin’, and those whom were oppressed then by the lord’s will and word have triumphed.

To be continued…

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Alpha Brainwave: Secret To Success

They say that only 3%  of us realize their dreams, same goes for our ‘BRAINS’;  only very few of us know how to fully use it and to fully tap into its hidden unlimited potential.

It’s a shame that we read manuals on how to assembly furniture, use this and that equipment and device, but don’t take time to read, study, understand and learn how to use and deal with this magnificent gift from the lord ‘Our Brains’.

 

The ‘BRAIN’ has five waves each assigned to a different role:

Beta

Alpha

Theta

Delta

Gamma

Each is a doorway to endless possibilities and provide us with unlimited powers.

Some of those who have studied the brain argue that humans have been using their brains in the wrong way all along. Meaning that they have let the parts or brainwaves that shouldn’t have been in control be in the driving seat and take charge and control of everything. I say maybe that’s why we have so much tragedies in this world.

In all the five brainwaves ‘ALPHA’ is the most powerful, and its the one that makes it possible for humans to absorb so much information, learn fast, excel in anything and succeed.

When you are on ‘Alpha’ brain wave your body is relaxed and that makes all the difference, the amazing thing is that the frequency of ‘Alpha’ isn’t that much high and is slower allowing you to excel with excellence in anything.

The ‘Alpha’ brain wave is more concerned with the right side of our brains that deals with imagination, intuition, and creativity.

If you want to succeed, make sure that you’re on ‘Alpha’ brainwave most times.

The War On Your Brain

Georgi Lozanov ‘the father of accelerated learning’ has found the following:

‘By being in relaxed state we can absorb more information and therefore excel in learning.’

Many times kids and people in dysfunctional families perform way below their peers who come from stable and loving families. Now imagine also that those you work with becoming another added problem to the ones you’re already having, add also the society too?! God help those facing such misfortune, difficulties and hardships!

If you are more intelligent than those around,  you may find yourself facing the greatest war of all wars; the ones who hate you and want to imprison and captivate you will find means to sabotage and destroy your brain performance, so that you won’t be giving all of your abilities and the best performance that you’re capable of , SUCCEEDING & BECOMING YOUR GREATEST VERSION OF YOURSELF IS THEIR BIGGEST NIGHTMARE & WHAT THEY FEAR THE MOST.

This evil war can be in any location that requires you to be dedicating your utmost mental abilities to perform in excellence , and it’s carried via various different evil means; (brain injuries, unemployment, poverty, various injuries, abuse, fights/quarrels, problems, nonsense arguments, insults, trauma, harassment, distractions, drugs, giving you an evil/abusive/harmful/stinky/mean/difficult time at class, home, office, etc.),  their goal is to take away all the peace of mind and mental strength/ability that you need in performing any meaningful task that you’re undertaking.

Know your enemy’s evil methods and what they want and protect yourself.

 

 

To somebody I know: ‘Now you know why the stinky scholarship you received was such a pain in the ass, and why everyone was mean and aggressive to you!’

80’s & The Illuminati

$80 

80 E£

1980

( Why are all those 80’s here?!)

Ask them I don’t know?!

 

 

1990’s – 2001

What has life done to them?

They resemble skeletons

No

Ghosts

 

There’s a tale about a man by the name ‘Abdirahman’ who changes $20 to $100 just by throwing them at your feet! There’s a ‘Sahra’ who was his guardian.

SATANIC

 

*****

 

Fights

Beating

Dysfunctional Family

Work inside & outside home

Studying

Did all the hard-work pay off?!

 

 

2014-2015

At a training,

They say:

Tell her we know what’s on her mind & what she thinks of

She writes something on a paper

& then they say:

We’ll make you crazy

They read the exact words she had written in the paper!

 

 

 

2002

They are all ‘Semi human’ .

She had rosy dreams, thought she’ll land over the moon,

Tells a man she’ll go to Germany & will help him, his family & everyone

He laughs & says ‘No You Won’t Go There!’

He knew it, oh, he wasn’t the only one

The ‘HIT PEOPLE’ knew better too

One week from her arrival all girls bully & beat her in unison

She’s one & they were many

They had strange poisonous hate in their hearts

& thought they found the perfect time to take their vengeance on her

Just like they did back at the country when each one came to her neighborhood & made fights with her,

But at that time she stood up & defeated each one of them

An envious friend makes her fall on her head from a bus

Same girl that makes A DOG BITE HER

Then she runs & brings her a cold ‘Coca Cola’!

She asks her am hurting how can the cold Coca Cola’ help me?!

Men who work for a very big famous bank then took her & others to a visit to the Pyramids in Cairo,

Down to the grave of Pharaoh

& then to have lunch at a restaurant in Dokki

Near her childhood school,

‘CHILD HOME SCHOOL’?!

At the time she had no memory where they were!

She’s unaware

& all seemed like a beautiful trip!

Now she remembers!

But what was behind all this?!

 

*****

 

Lots of evil/ill/crimes/harm/abuse/violence/assaults were done to her.

It didn’t stop there it all continued.

 

 

 

2009

Assassination failed, & she came back crippled.

‘HIT PEOPLE’ are still really pissed off.

They assigned the ‘Evil Guardian’s’ to make her life a living hell.

Lots of evil/ill/crimes/harm/abuse/violence/assaults were done to her.

It didn’t stop there it all continued.

 

 

 

2014

Nothing is left from them as humans,

She now knows who they are,

& nothing is left of him as a man,

The man who knew she’ll never go to ‘ Deutschland ‘ !

 

 

Everyone was paid, got their wishes & dreams fulfilled, except her,

SHE LOST IT ALL,

Even her innocence,

They took it

Scars

Fractures

Pain

Bruised soul

Trauma

Lots of evils were what they left for her

& horrible/heinous/hideous crimes were done to her

Lots of evil/ill/crimes/harm/abuse/violence/assaults were done to her.

It didn’t stop there it all continued,

& the CANNIBALS still want to eat what is left of her.

 

Let them pray,

They know what they did,

& their sins won’t be ‘FORGOTTEN NOR FORGIVEN’

 

 

 Malaysian Development Model: What Lessons Can Africa Learn

 (I joined the most shitty/disgusting/traumatic/painful/inhumane training to hone my skills in writing & folks there + countries behind them thought I needed a training on how TO FUCK!)

I’s disrespected, picked on, mocked, laughed at, everyone just invented fake stories, did the most inhumane/disgusting/absurd acts to make my time there hell, & most of all FAIL.

Am not the PICKUP lady! (You know the pickup lady)

 

Is it my destiny to be played with all my life & that my whole life is destroyed by MUSLIMS & NON-MUSLIMS?!

WHEN WILL I BE FREE FROM ALL OF THE CRIMINALS WHO DID TO ME WRONG/ILL/ & EVIL?! WHEN?

 

 

 

Prepared by: Samia Hassan

March, 2014

 Introduction

Africa is a very resourceful continent, very rich in many resources; to the point that the former colonial powers which colonized the continent came back to extract the abundant resources and untapped fountain of resources that is not fully utilized by its own inhibitants”Africans”, masses of individuals who were from the former colonies that colonized Africa had migrated again to resettle in the continent and find job opportunities that their own countries Western couldn’t provide for them, they managed to find jobs in Africa which had failed to do the same thing for its own citizens!

We must not skip and ignore the reality and tragedy that so many African youth are so willing to escape the harsh living conditions in Africa and die in thousands to become prisoners in refugee camps in foreigner countries, who may or may not accept them as refugees, when Africans can’t find jobs in their countries, the former colonizers had found many without facing any hardships,  but all this have not yet convinced the people of Africa to take a step and rediscover, and explore the continent; and hence it was left to be forever described as place of disease, wars , genocides, illiteracy, famine and poverty.

There are so many countries which lack the same abundant resources that are available within Africa, which faced the same colonial background, no much aid from developed world in regards to undertaking serious development projects that can improve the lives of millions in the continent and to make significant contributions that can lead to tangible shifts in the quality of live within the continent.

In the following pages I will take one country that have made a gigantic leap from humble conditions in both (Economy, Education, Health, Infrastructure,etc.) to becoming an example set for many countries that seek to have better and brighter future to its citizens.

I will try to highlight what Malaysia had done differently to become what it has become.