No One Cares

I too wish to believe this one million dollar looking woman, who happens to earn as much as a salary cares about women like you and me, but no one pushes  and advocates for something without an original evil sinful hidden motive and agenda, just like George Bush and Tony Blair whom their original agendas and motives for starting the Iraq war wasn’t to liberate the world from the tyranny of Saddam Hussien and his weapons of mass destruction, this woman sitting in front of you who looks like a ‘Vogue’ magazine model , who claims to be fighting for your rights, doesn’t care about your existence and your rights at all.


If we just had the guts and backbone to stand up and question thoroughly those who descend upon our lives with their shiny campaigns/plans while they all have hidden motives and agendas, our lives might have taken a different course.


Have you ever questioned why a million dollar looking woman, who have so much money sitting in her bank account, wearing latest jewellery/makeup, came from a beauty salon/spa, who can see with her own eyes how poverty had aged you at a young age,  what illness had done to you, bruises on your face from being beaten by an abusive father/husband/parent/relative or brother, who sees how poverty had crippled you, what malnourishment had done to you, who can see your worn out shoes or even bare feet, why had she chosen to not fight to put food in your belly, dress on your back, education in your brains, save you from abuse, money/job in your hand, but instead said to you ‘When we stop them from cutting your female genitals, your life will turn around!’, is that what will liberate you my sister, give you back your dignity, humanity and make you an equal to her?!


God Save Us From Ourselves

I was listening to a renowned scholar talking about the aim of marriage, and couldn’t stop myself from trying to find out if everyone or majority of folks share his same views on the purpose of marriage, so:

Do you think that the most important aims of marriage are just ‘Companionship and breeding’?!

If your answer is yes, I think you are depriving and denying yourself from experiencing one of the most beautiful and noble emotions that has ever existed ‘Love’, and you are not doing yourself justice because you have a right to seek love, be loved and give love to your loved one.

I always loved that part of the ‘Christian/Western’ wedding vows when couples say to one another ‘To Love and Cherish!’

Just as my love to God makes me bear whatever tests he puts me through and maintain my faith, loving your other half enables you to stand solid throughout your relationship with them and face everything with them happily and firmly be it (Illness, poverty, challenge, hardship and obstacle.)

A book, cat, dog, gardening, your friends, TV, work or even yourself if you enjoy solitude can provide you with company, it is not a very wise step to marry someone because you are looking for company!

We are not machines or robots to let go of our emotions; the great ones like love, and just to your knowledge they are making now robots that can express emotions and give back love to their owner!

In Islam when describing the relationship between spouses the lord says ‘و جعلنا بينكم مودة و رحمة, meaning (and He has put love and mercy between your (hearts)), I think all religions place so much great emphasis upon love.

I have heard a number of folks especially accomplished men who place a great emphasis when talking about marriage on the ‘Companionship and breeding’ side, and from my perspective I regard this as unfair for those in favour of such notions and their partners.

Lack of love will make us commit many inhumane and uncivilized actions against our partners; can you imagine what unloving spouse can do to their partner if the relationship fails?!

Some who lack the courage and love to inform their partner face to face that the relationship isn’t working anymore can choose to send that via a TWEET!

Let us mend our relationships and perspectives and choose love over anything else every time!

Finally, I don’t know where we are heading to when we subtract love from the equation of life and marriage, may God save us from ourselves!


We are mega rich & well fed men

To the point we developed huge bellies & butts like females

When moving around we watch our shade in admiration

We are so mesmerized by it

We shake our butts in fascination & transformation

We don’t care how many assaulted you

What was done to you by many men

Your trauma, pain, hurt, harm or abuse

We think you are still functioning

Few of us can make use of what you got.

We don’t want strong/solid commitment

Something temporary will do

Why do you think we made you poor?

Why do you think we kept you single till your thirties?

& if it happens that there will be a child by error from fucking you

We’ll help you get rid of it

& if we fail to do so;

No worries there’s SHORTAGE in the market & we can make use of another VAGINA OR ANUS.

We are always looking for our next victim & prey

Eating the Other: Desire & Resistance-Bell Hooks


To make one’s self vulnerable to the seduction of difference, to seek an encounter
with the Other, does not require that one relinquish forever one’s mainstream
positionality. When race and ethnicity become commodified as resources for pleasure,
the culture of specific groups, as well as the bodies of individuals, can be seen as
constituting an alternative playground where members of dominating races, genders,
sexual practices affirm their power-over in intimate relations with the Other.

Saving Sara

I never received any support from women, & if they ever do pretend to be helping me; that’s only TO SHOW THE WORLD THAT AM DUMB.

& then we have the woman who I live with & her people who practice domestic violence against me & all sorts of evil/ill/harm/abuse/criminality against me, that’s women’s role in my life(Ugly, criminal, abusive, evil & corrupt) & men aren’t any better too!


In 2007, a girl by the name Sara was caught in ugly & criminal relationship with a guy called Haitham, he lured her by faking his deep affection for her, then as time passed his real ugly criminal face & intentions began to appear.  From her side the girl thought that once things becomes steamy between them, he will then make her his wife! But Haitham was an expert on using women & then disposing them like used plastic cups!

Sara came to me asking for help to push him to propose for her after the relationship they were having became so messy. After talking to him he said that HE WILL NEVER PROPOSE FOR A GIRL WHO WAS SO LOOSE & ALLOWED HIM TO HAVE HIS WAY WITH HER.

She had another female friend (Her best friend), whom I asked to get involved, she said she can never allow herself getting involved in such unethical things! She said she got brothers who will get mad at her, & Sara should get herself out of this mess just the same way she has got herself into it,  for she never consulted or discussed such relationship with anyone!


Even when I informed Sara of the mental images he had of her, the insults & everything she was so in love with him that she didn’t care at all & kept seeing him! Things turned sour, one bad incident after another, & something ugly happened, I asked him then either to marry her or leave her, & his answer was the same HE CAN NEVER TRUST A LOOSE GIRL LIKE HER TO BE CARRYING HIS NAME!


I then took her to a gynecologist,  I paid for everything, the doctor assured us she’s still a virgin, & advised her to stop having the horrible affair she’s having & to be a straight & ethical person.  I also informed her that the lord saved her, & she’d be thankful & obedient to him. I talked to this criminal’s mother asking her either to make her son marry Sara or to make sure he stops contacting her, the mother who was a very strange woman said ‘It’s Sara who is loose & comes every time to see her son.’, she said she can never make a woman like her become her son’s wife because she is not honorable & will be doing such things with other men once she becomes married to her son. To make a long story short, she made her son stop contacting Sara, & I went to his working place & threatened that I will inform his bosses of his corrupt unethical behavior, he then said he doesn’t want anything to do with Sara, & he’s being stalked by her & he really wants to put an end to their relationship (He feared his source of income will be threatened me coming to his work place!)


Haitham was a playboy, who worked for a big European IT company, he was also a divorcee with a son, his former wife was from the Gulf region in the Middle-East, they’re married maybe for a year & half! Beside his job, he had another profession as he told Sara; he used to marry girls who came to have short vacations in his country during the summer(Summer Flings)!  He had a woman who owned a big & famous gym who helped him meet all his victims!


That was the kind of man a very young girl had found herself entangled with. I did my very best to make sure that if he has no intention of marrying her then to stay away from her. & in my opinion I think his aim was to make a video of her & to blackmail her with that video so she becomes his SEX SLAVE for the rest of her life.


Sara was saved by me from that corrupt unethical womanizer, & I never had any regrets for what I have done for her.




Help Victims of Domestic Violence

Where was I those past days my WordPress family?

From the pain inside my head, heart & soul, it’s difficult to write well, & am making all sorts of typo!

Please don’t leave us ‘VICTIMS OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ALONE‘, help us , share our stories, & try to help us fix this & put an end to all kinds of violence.

Finding a way to escape the dreadful horrendous net I live in. Imagine the woman who is practicing domestic violence against me,  I took hits that were targeted at her,  helped her & her kids after escaping an abusive father’Her Husband’ my dad,  & helped them in trying to build a safer life away from violence. Today that criminal woman,  & her kids are practicing against me the same violence we all escaped!

A few days ago as usual I’s attacked by them, & she ordered her kids to bring some guys to finally ‘LOCK ME UP’ at the ‘MAD HOUSE’ , because I’m have prevented them for so long from practicing their MERRY LIFE!

I’s a victim of CHILD ABUSE , & NOW I’M A VICTIM OF DOMESTIC VIOLENCE, & many other forms of violence, abuse, & harm from many people.

With the help of her kids, they assault & abuse me (The mother & her kids), threaten me every time because I’m without a job, friends, or any form of any kind of support that they’ll kick me out of the house,  & most times threaten they’ll place me in a ‘Mental Asylum’.

Those past days I’s trying to find means to make my life safe, & asking help from the people who unleashed such dangerous creatures, who allow them to carry out their crimes against me, who also harass, attack, abuse, harm & insult me in public.



Believe me, perpetrators NEVER CHANGE.

Women & The Boys They Raise

Why when a girl does something odd by the standards set by a patriarchal society, one filled with hatred and prejudice for/towards women and girls, they blame all the ancestral women of that girl/woman on her deeds?!

The deed can be very trivial , but made into a gigantic stuff by the society we have mentioned above, and because the person being accused is simply a woman/girl?

Ever heard Beyonce song ‘If I Were A boy?’,  in one of the lines she says ( And I’d never get confronted for it),  it’s true men do all horrors and we clap our hands for them, and then let them get away with everything!

Why when a woman/girl tells a man about her feelings or that he is handsome she is labelled as ‘Loose’?

Why that same man/boy who labelled that girl as ‘Loose/Nut’ case for expressing her feelings is labelled as ‘Manly/Courageous’ for being able to express himself/feeling or doing whatever he wants?!

I’ve seen many boys/men yelling ‘Am a man/boy’ I can do what I want, where is that written? In the ‘Holy Book or Constitution’?

Oh, speaking about the constitutions/laws, did you know that in some Muslim countries men can walk away with sentences for adultery and women can simply be falsely accused, and the sole witness can be only the husband, she can be be framed because her husband feels so, or because she caught him doing a nasty thing and hence he turned the table against her! So sometimes even the constitution/law can be against women/girls!

Why does a society has double standards, one for girls/women; which in most cases is cruel /unjust , and then kinda of soft/merciful one for men/boys?!

And how did those women who have seen so much injustice, hatred, prejudice, other ill from their societies end raising the men/boys we see everywhere committing many horrors?!

And how did the boy who have seen what his Mama had went through, do all such ill towards other women/girls?! A mama who was/is denied from all her rights, humanity and whom had been subjected to many ill and wrong!

How didn’t he end fighting for women/girls rights, and ended joining the rest of the society in committing human rights violations towards women and girls?!

Women pay attention for the boys/men you’re raising, for they can become the men whom later on many women will be suffering from, same also goes for the world.