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Four cats died one after the other, she then said the evil that was aimed and being wished on for my family is gone with them, don’t you think people who say such things are extremely dangerous monsters?  All whom aren’t powerful has the lord to defend them.

 

You see your relative riding with police who seem to bully her saying her dad is seriously ill in a certain hospital? He dies & you end living near that hospital. With all what happens in your life, all evil you think what’s happening here?

 

When a famous American TV presenter & her ilk whom her father had made millions of people worldwide die stands up for you & attack a raped, disabled, battered & violence female victim that raises a lot of questions around you. Why would she attack a girl who went through many kinds of evil, harassment, violence & horror?

Commit suicide that the one thing MEGA CRIMINALS keep saying to me. Nothing worse than being surrounded by monsters who have silenced any questioning that arises from heart, mind & soul by all means. Not only that all kinds of criminals are on their side even many rich corrupt monsters.

Imagine Muslim cops in this country chase me & say to me we gonna fuck you? All my life seen many kinds of evil. When will they leave me alone? Everyone got what they wanted out of life, me on the other hand the work I did for +30 years was brought down, I was raped, disabled, made poor, harassed, was given many sorts of injuries, bullied, abused, violence been committed against me & still is. Why, how can those who did nothing but good & stayed out of trouble end with a life like this? How?

I will never carry a child in my body, deliver & bring them up in a Muslim country where they do to them what they did to me all my life (Rape, disability, unemployment, starvation, violence, beating, bullying, harassment, abuse, harm me, giving me various meds to make me ill & all sorts of evil done to me). Never had it occurred before disabled battered rape & violence victim being told via microphones that all the evil she goes through will go away once she does what is asked of her? What kind of people do this?

What kind of evil forces are these? & who sponsors them? & whom are their allies?

Everywhere someone is chasing me, & I don’t appear on TV, am not a celebrity, there’s a plan to work as news anchor but as usual MUSLIMS couldn’t bear the sight of me having a life like them, the manager said what will you do if any boss requests that you go out with him? I said: I’ll say sorry I cannot do that, & them he made a fight with me & said to go home & call him 10 pm in the night, he’s half Egyptian, I never called him. & after being a volunteer for several months at the radio they said to me they can’t pay me & I can leave. Can you see my life with Muslims, a perpetuated cycles of evil.

Am beaten, abused, starved, denied job because I stood up for myself & said I won’t do haram (NOW I GOT PEOPLE WHO SAY TO ME VIA DRUGS WE WILL PUT EVERYWHERE YOU PRAISE YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE UNLIKE US THE WRONG DOERS, SEE WHAT WE WILL DO) am harmed, violence & evil committed against me & told by those I live with who do evil to me go kill yourself. I was their maid inside their fucking home, raised the evil boys who beat me now, & worked at homes to feed them & the thank you I got because of all the shitty evil criminal who got their back IS EVIL DONE TO ME EACH SECOND.

Even in this country can’t live in peace nor at home, street, university or anywhere, for a hidden reason am enemy of all. My life with Muslims isn’t one filled with great memories. Am the person whom they for no reason had assigned themselves to do evil to her most of her life. Me on the other hand am the girl who all her life did nothing but great humane deeds, I taught the Muslim kids & helped them & their moms, like I did with this evil family that does nothing to me but violence & evil to me. What did I get from being kind, humane, & good with everyone? The evil people are the ones who make it to top in all domains.

Am 40 & I seldom went to parties, in my entire life went to one wedding & one engagement. Never went on a date, for stupid reasons fallen in love a number of times, one of them with the criminal Palestinian Yasser Hijazi doctor living in Scotland who is behind my rape and disability. I will never forgive the Palestinians until they bring my HAQ from that criminal whom they sent him 100’s of salutes on his damn wedding- as if congratulating him on the evil he did to me- & every other single person who aided him in doing this (YOUSSEF ALHOSSEINI, MARWAN KADRI, KAREEM ALHAMIDI, AKARM HOSNI, JEHAN ABDULLAH, MAHA BEHNISI, EHAB SALEH, IRIN FLEMING & ZAC, & THE MULTINATIONAL COMPANIES COCA COLA, PEPSI, VODOFONE & EGYPTIAN TELEVISION+ALL SOMALIS/SOMALILAND/MUSLIMS/NON MUSLIMS/CRIMINALS INVOLVED). There’s no one who have been through the kind of violence, horror, terror, pain & beating that I have been into. From an early age, as little as 4 years, & the image I have for most of the adults around me isn’t a good one. School wasn’t that better, all teachers beaten me. Kids bullied & injured me many times. University here was a sick place, most lecturers & certain evil students picked on me & I left without finishing my masters. Work was another great disaster & tragedy.

I just don’t know what is this? How can a person who never done anything but work & study end with a life like the hell am living in, be it at home or the fucking ugly unrecognized place that thinks it’s a country & does evil to me? Allah why is this happening to me, I can’t even walk in peace to buy grocery nor find a job to support myself?

Why all are allowed to lead any kind of life they desire, while my search for a better life is being messed with, why?

 

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THE PERPETRATORS ARE THEY USING GAS-LIGHTING AGAINST YOU?

& YOU KEEP SENDING CV’S TO THOSE WHO DID THIS TO YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE & YOU GET NO ANSWER, BECAUSE THEY’RE STILL AFTER YOU, AS IF ALL THEY DID IS NOT ENOUGH, THE HIDEOUS, HEINOUS, & EVIL CRIMES THEY DID TO YOU FOR 30 YEARS ISN’T ENOUGH?

They say: And because we drug her, give her medicine to make her ill all time, unable to stand or walk and weak, and all are with us ‘The most corrupted sinful Countries, intelligence, armies, Muslims, Non Muslims, armies, police & so many other criminals’, and we made her poor and all hate her, she got no friends, no job, no money, she’s just a poor cripple, even neighborhood, cops, people she doesn’t know, sheikhs chase her in streets, we can make all sorts of fiction around her, and via evil do things to discredit her, stain her reputations, who then can believe her when she talks about any evil. She’s broke so we can say she is a SORE LOSER WHO HATES & ENVY’S, those better than her, the more successful and wants to bring them down!

You can’t wrap your head around what’s happening? After 30 years of all kinds of evil, abuse, rape, harm, bullying, violence, & harassment everywhere as if you are carrying a damn curse, all want to wash their hands of what they did? The contract they signed with the devil with the evil clause: You will get what you want but we will do together  all kinds of evil, abuse, rape, harm, bullying, violence, harassment to the girl who got no one having her back but God?

 

ALL WANT TO WASH THEIR HANDS OF THEIR 30 YEARS CRIMES, DENYING WHAT THEY DID, MAKING NEW MORE SINFUL CRIMES WITH DRUGS AND BLACK-MAGIC, AND WHEN YOU CONFRONT THEM THEY SAY IT’S ALL IN YOUR HEAD, YOU ARE CRAZY WHO IMAGINES ALL THOSE THINGS, NOTHING OF WHAT YOU MENTION HAS EVER HAPPENED, EACH NEW KIND OF EVIL DONE TO YOU & ALL JUST DENY WHAT THEY DID.

 

ALL WHAT YOU ARE SUFFERING FROM IS IN THE PLAYBOOK OF THE PSYCHOPATHS & SOCIOPATHS , ALL OTHER THE CRIMINALS WHO DO/DID EVIL TO THEIR VICTIMS USE THE TOOLKIT TO BRING DOWN THEIR VICTIMS & TO DESTROY THEM, IT’S CALLED GAS-LIGHTING.

Injustice, enslavement in all its forms, oppression of any kind anywhere is a threat to all mankind everywhere!

Bell Hook 100% right, & I wrote this before coming across her writing, women at the top don’t care about no one but themselves, as long as they share & enjoy ‘Wealth Cake’ with sexist exploitative men at the top, so they will ignore the oppression & exploitation of poorer women.

They don’t mind those women at the top sharing the gains of capitalism with sexist exploitative men that other poor oppressed women will be doing the dirty work of ‘Sexual Slavery’ as long as those women at the top are enjoying themselves.

While it was in the interest of mainstream white supremacist
capitalist patriarchy to suppress visionary feminist thinking which
was not anti-male or concerned with getting women the right to be
like men, reformist feminists were also eager to silence these forces.
Reformist feminism became their route to class mobility. They
could break free of male domination in the workforce and be more
self-determining in their lifestyles. While sexism did not end, they
could maximize their freedom within the existing system. And they
could count on there being a lower class of exploited subordinated
women to do the dirty work they were refusing to do. By accepting
and indeed colluding with the subordination of working-class and
poor women, they not only ally themselves with the existing patriarchy
and its concomitant sexism, they give themselves the right to lead
a double life, one where they are the equals of men in the workforce
and at home when they want to be. If they choose lesbianism they
have the privilege of being equals with men in the workforce while
using class power to create domestic lifestyles where they can
choose to have little or no contact with men.

 

Bell Hooks

 

 

How Can You Claim That You Believe in God & Torture His Creatures & Destroy/Steal Their Lives?

Who needs preaching is your men who say to good & god fearing women looking for job:

No money unless we fuck you or have anal sex with you.

Need job, we got internet & lunch but no money, & that are our terms & if you won’t accept them we will make you ill all year round & beat you, & harass you everyday & everywhere, those are your enemies, who raped, disabled, impoverished , injured & robbed you of 40 years of your life & still are after you.

Drugging, Abuse, Harassment, Bullying, Intimidation, Domestic Violence, & Nerve Distrusting Incense

All kinds of things and evil that makes me ill is used against me and they say we are paid by everyone to do this. Via microphones told every minute do what we want and all your illness will disappear and those committing domestic violence against you will stop harming you, what kind of Islam is this? They say we make sure you lose trust, give you all sorts of paranoia, scare you and you will stop eating and die after we make all food and drink affected with things that make you sick. Even the shops and markets I shop from make sure that I am given products that will make me sick. I have become the enemy number one for everyone for +30 years of my life and I don’t know why.

I can’t walk in the streets peacefully like everyone, am hostage to people who have no good intentions towards me in their heart.

It is happening for months, years, and they taken steps and yesterday said we will drive you crazy, out of the house, and there are men who are starving for unemployed disabled poor girl like me who has no one so they can do to her all the forbidden things that lord prohibited decent humans from doing and are paid by international, local and religious figures who want to buy you, the men from the countries whom their citizens raped me, disabled, impoverished me, assault me,  bully me, intimidate me, I don’t know what to do.

Am threatened daily, told marry a man who works for criminals & does haram/takes drugs, was told no job for you & with international pals we’ll keep you poor, we gave you skin disease, before your job exam we made maid cook something to make you forgetful, do what we want & all your illnesses will go away & our aides who do domestic violence on our behalf will leave you. Wear niqab + big hijab.
Was told you praise yourself for being ‘God Fearing’ person who doesn’t go late at night with men, we gave a boy drugged bread/drugged you so that we make sex tapes of you but God saved you. We put cloth with blood in your room via our aides (What does that blood contain? Ya Rab help us). Now via SIHIR/DRUGS/OTHER EVIL via our aides who do all evil we will make sure to pin you with something sinnister, YA RAB SAVE ME AM INNOCENT GIRL RAPED, ABUSED, HARMED, & ASSULATED ALL HER LIFE.

الاشعث الاغبر المدفوع على الأبواب

ودى اليوم أشارك معكم أحداث حقيقية حدثت لواحدة من أولئك الطيبين الذين وصفهم الرسول صلى الله عليه و سلم ب (الاشعث الاغبر المدفوع على الأبواب، الذى ان أقسم على الله لابره)، فتاة مسلمة ما حدث فى حياتها غاية فى الألم و الظلم،  يشبه الروايات البوليسية

اغتصبت مرات عدة، و رأت صنوف و الوان من العذاب و الابتلاء.

الفتاة المسلمة الضحية وجدت يوما ما فى التلفاز رجل يضحك كالمجانين هو الشيخ حازم اسماعيل يصف حادث مشابه لحادثها ثم يقول لتلك الضحية المغتصبة التى ربما لا يعرف الأبعاد وراء ما حصل لها، الرجل قال يا ريت عندما وقعتى من الدور العاشر تركت الحبل الذى تمسكت به كى لا تموتى و موتى و خلصتينا! من كان يا يريد ان يتخلص منها هو أدرى، الفتاة أسرتها فى نفسها كما فعل سيدنا يوسف الذى تخلص منه الظالمين، ثم يا لا العجب، شهور مرت ثم ألقى بحزام اسماعيل فى السجن!

هذه الفتاة أيضا فى بيتها تعذب ليل نهار من الجميع، و حتى مسلمى بلدها و اخرون يفعلون بها الشرور، فى احد الأيام أغلق عليها باب غرفتها و لم تستطع فتحه فطلبت من احدهم مساعدتها ثم قالت له لا يهم انا صليت و متؤضية، اهم شىء انى على وضوء كى أصلى، ثم قامت تحاول مرة أخرى فتح الباب، يا سبحان الله الباب الذى كان لا يمكن فتحه ربنا فتحه من عنده.

الفتاة منعت من العمل عن طريق شيوخ اشرار كحازم اسماعيل و اخرين مسلمين  و غير مسلمين  كمن اغتصبها و رموها من الدور السابع

جهازها الكمبيوتر الخاص بها تعطل و لا تملك مال لتشترى اخر،  فقالت داعية ربها يا رب بحق جاه النبى صلحه لى و لا تفرح الاعادى فى، فى دقائق الله اجاب دعوتها و انصلح من تلقاء نفسه، طوبى لأولئك الشعث الغبر المدفوعين على الأبواب الذين ليس لهم الا الله.

هل تذهب أمريكا الى حرب؟

Walter Shaub كان القائم بالمراقبة الاخلاقية للحكومة الامريكية و أستقال من منصبه أثناء تولى الرئيس الحالى الامريكى ترامب منصبه كرئيس، كانت حجته ان الحكومة تقص صلاحيات تلك الجهة، أستحضر الرجل لان منذ أسابيع قام بعمل تويت على توتير ذات صبغة جنسية يسخر فيها من الادراة الحالية، و لاقت تلك التويت أستحسان الاميركيين، ربما أكثر من أى  دولة أخرى فى العالم الانسان الاميركى يفكر طوال اليوم فى الجنس، و لديه هوس بالجنس، لا أعرف أداء الرجل الاميركى فى العلاقة الجنسية و ان كانت المرأة الاميركية تراه جيد؟ .

ضحايا الرجل الاميركى فى تصاعد مستمر سواء على المستوى الداخلى أو على الصعيد الخارجى.

أنا أجزم ان تعلق الرجل الاميركى بالجنس و علاقته به مرضى، مثير للقلق،  و شىء يدعو الى الاشمئزاز، فكما نرى من خلال أشهر علاقة جنسية لرئيس أميركى فى العالم تحدث عنها الجميع، و كتب عنها الكل( بيل كلينتون و مونيكا) ترى ان الرجل كان لديه عجز جنسى، لكن العجز الجنسى لم يضع حدا لسلوكه المخزى و المعيب تجاه النساء، و لا يجب أغفال انه كان متزوج، و منصبه يمنعه من تلك الافعال غير الاخلاقية.

فى أثناء التحقيق مع بيل كلينتون قام بضرب أحدى الدول لالهاء الشعب عن فضيحته، هل  سوف تذهب أمريكا الى حرب الآن أيضا لالهاء الشعب عن جملة الفضائح الجنسية المختلفة لدى الرجال الاميركيين على كافة المستويات سواء فى السياسة، الجيش، الاعلام، السينما و غيرها من المواقع الاخرى؟ هل سوف تذهب أميركا للحرب كى تغطى على سوء أخلاق رجالها و عدم خوفهم من الله، و عدم أحترامهم للمرأة الأميركية، و كل ضحاياهم الاخرين جراء العلاقات الجنسية الغير سوية، و الغير أخلاقية؟

مصيبة أميركا كبيرة لقد أثبتت للعالم ان لديها أسوء رجال على مستوى العالم، عبيد للشهوة، و الأثم و العنف، انها تعيش عهدا اخر من العار الذى لا مثيل له، و جميع من كان فى عداء معها يعيش أسعد لحظاته بسقوط أسطورة و وهم الرجل الاميركى الخارق و الاستثنائى.