Have You Been Updating Your Soul Lately?

 By: Samiyah J. Hassan

Every now and then the devices that you use send you an alert with the following message:

 

‘There are important updates that are urgently needed to upgrade your device’, the people behind creating your device made sure that from time to time in order for your device to function and operate effectively and efficiently 100% it must be updated.

 

In my opinion the soul and the human begin are in desperate need for such care and attention via constantly ‘Updates’ done to them.

 

Some go for shallow updates, changes made on the surface, they catch the eye, and make everyone talk, and some do whatever they can at whatever cost to remain forever under the spotlight. Their updates involve; making new maintenance for the house, buying furniture or a new home, moving to another state, country, purchasing vehicles, jewellery, makeup, going on vacation, but they neglect the real work; the ‘UPDATES’ that will enable the soul and humans to function in the way they were designed to operate in by their creator. Chase your dreams, do whatever you can ethically and legally to have a live that makes you proud of you, celebrates your humanity and dignity, and never neglect the INSIDE OF YOU.

 

If the men behind the creation of machines have stated that ‘Updates’ is the name of the game for the full function of such devices, the lord and creator of everything also designed his creations with a more sophisticated form of updates for the soul and humans, so what type of updates have you been doing lately to rejuvenate the soul? Is it real deep work that extends to your core and produce real, last and meaningful transformations or is/was it fake superficial work that is meant to deceive others while hiding lethal flaws that may lead you and others into astray?

Inside you is the greatest temple, work on it and clear it of all mess and chaos, if the temple inside you is in order and beautiful not only will benefit you, but every soul and creature that comes across you, DO THE WORK GIVE IT ALL YOUR MIGHT, DO THE VITAL & NECESSARY UPDATES. DO IT NOW.

 

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The OPPRESSOR, OPPRESSED & “Love of the world ”

The Meaning of Love in Politics

A Letter by Hannah Arendt to James Baldwin

November 21, 1962

 All the characteristics you stress in the Negro people: their beauty, their capacity for joy, their warmth, and their humanity, are well-known characteristics of all oppressed people.  They grow out of suffering and they are the proudest possession of all pariahs.  Unfortunately, they have never survived the hour of liberation by even five minutes.  Hatred and love belong together, and they are both destructive;  you can afford them only in the private and, as a people, only so long as you are not free.

Quote James Baldwin

The American idea of sexuality appears to be rooted in the American idea of masculinity.
Idea may not be the precise word, for the idea of one’s sexuality can only with great
violence be divorced or distanced from the idea of the self. Yet something resembling this rupture has certainly occurred (and is occurring) in American life, and violence has been the American daily bread since we have heard of America. This violence, furthermore, is not merely literal and actual but appears to be admired and lusted after, and the key to the American imagination.

COME EAT, YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT WE’RE UP TO!

We can’t believe 40 years of age and the only PENIS THAT WENT IN YOU IS VIA RAPE?!

YOU NEVER WENT TO DATE, HOW COME, DON’T YOU MISS MEN’S PENIS? YOU HAVE NO SEXUAL URGES, HOW IS THAT?

The pigs who raped all humans and animals have heard that you CLAIM TO BE SO GOO & SUPERIOR TO EVERYONE,

SO WE WILL SEND OUR OTHER PIGS TO HARM, ABUSE, BULLY , DO EVIL TO YOU & DRUG YOU, STARVE YOU, TORTURE YOU PSYCHOLOGICALLY, EMOTIONALLY, MENTALLY, MAKE SOME FAKE SCANDALS & RUMORS ABOUT YOU SO YOU MAY NEVER SHOW YOUR FACE AGAIN & HIDE, & WHEN YOUR SELF WORTH DIMINISH YOU THEN MAY SAY YES TO ANY PIG FROM HERE & THERE WHO WANTS TO PREY ON YOU.

THE PIGS WILL TRY TO PUSH YOU INTO THEIR EVIL TERRITORY VIA EVIL TACTICS INTO ALL EVIL, THEY ARE SERVING THE HUNGRY PIGS WHO HAVE SOMETHING ON THEM, SO THEY HAVE NO SHAME, CONSCIENCE OR ANYTHING GOOD INSIDE THEM TO STOP FROM HARMING THE INNOCENT.

Cycles Of Evil

Four cats died one after the other, she then said the evil that was aimed and being wished on for my family is gone with them, don’t you think people who say such things are extremely dangerous monsters?  All whom aren’t powerful has the lord to defend them.

 

You see your relative riding with police who seem to bully her saying her dad is seriously ill in a certain hospital? He dies & you end living near that hospital. With all what happens in your life, all evil you think what’s happening here?

 

When a famous American TV presenter & her ilk whom her father had made millions of people worldwide die stands up for you & attack a raped, disabled, battered & violence female victim that raises a lot of questions around you. Why would she attack a girl who went through many kinds of evil, harassment, violence & horror?

Commit suicide that the one thing MEGA CRIMINALS keep saying to me. Nothing worse than being surrounded by monsters who have silenced any questioning that arises from heart, mind & soul by all means. Not only that all kinds of criminals are on their side even many rich corrupt monsters.

Imagine Muslim cops in this country chase me & say to me we gonna fuck you? All my life seen many kinds of evil. When will they leave me alone? Everyone got what they wanted out of life, me on the other hand the work I did for +30 years was brought down, I was raped, disabled, made poor, harassed, was given many sorts of injuries, bullied, abused, violence been committed against me & still is. Why, how can those who did nothing but good & stayed out of trouble end with a life like this? How?

I will never carry a child in my body, deliver & bring them up in a Muslim country where they do to them what they did to me all my life (Rape, disability, unemployment, starvation, violence, beating, bullying, harassment, abuse, harm me, giving me various meds to make me ill & all sorts of evil done to me). Never had it occurred before disabled battered rape & violence victim being told via microphones that all the evil she goes through will go away once she does what is asked of her? What kind of people do this?

What kind of evil forces are these? & who sponsors them? & whom are their allies?

Everywhere someone is chasing me, & I don’t appear on TV, am not a celebrity, there’s a plan to work as news anchor but as usual MUSLIMS couldn’t bear the sight of me having a life like them, the manager said what will you do if any boss requests that you go out with him? I said: I’ll say sorry I cannot do that, & them he made a fight with me & said to go home & call him 10 pm in the night, he’s half Egyptian, I never called him. & after being a volunteer for several months at the radio they said to me they can’t pay me & I can leave. Can you see my life with Muslims, a perpetuated cycles of evil.

Am beaten, abused, starved, denied job because I stood up for myself & said I won’t do haram (NOW I GOT PEOPLE WHO SAY TO ME VIA DRUGS WE WILL PUT EVERYWHERE YOU PRAISE YOURSELF THAT YOU ARE UNLIKE US THE WRONG DOERS, SEE WHAT WE WILL DO) am harmed, violence & evil committed against me & told by those I live with who do evil to me go kill yourself. I was their maid inside their fucking home, raised the evil boys who beat me now, & worked at homes to feed them & the thank you I got because of all the shitty evil criminal who got their back IS EVIL DONE TO ME EACH SECOND.

Even in this country can’t live in peace nor at home, street, university or anywhere, for a hidden reason am enemy of all. My life with Muslims isn’t one filled with great memories. Am the person whom they for no reason had assigned themselves to do evil to her most of her life. Me on the other hand am the girl who all her life did nothing but great humane deeds, I taught the Muslim kids & helped them & their moms, like I did with this evil family that does nothing to me but violence & evil to me. What did I get from being kind, humane, & good with everyone? The evil people are the ones who make it to top in all domains.

Am 40 & I seldom went to parties, in my entire life went to one wedding & one engagement. Never went on a date, for stupid reasons fallen in love a number of times, one of them with the criminal Palestinian Yasser Hijazi doctor living in Scotland who is behind my rape and disability. I will never forgive the Palestinians until they bring my HAQ from that criminal whom they sent him 100’s of salutes on his damn wedding- as if congratulating him on the evil he did to me- & every other single person who aided him in doing this (YOUSSEF ALHOSSEINI, MARWAN KADRI, KAREEM ALHAMIDI, AKARM HOSNI, JEHAN ABDULLAH, MAHA BEHNISI, EHAB SALEH, IRIN FLEMING & ZAC, & THE MULTINATIONAL COMPANIES COCA COLA, PEPSI, VODOFONE & EGYPTIAN TELEVISION+ALL SOMALIS/SOMALILAND/MUSLIMS/NON MUSLIMS/CRIMINALS INVOLVED). There’s no one who have been through the kind of violence, horror, terror, pain & beating that I have been into. From an early age, as little as 4 years, & the image I have for most of the adults around me isn’t a good one. School wasn’t that better, all teachers beaten me. Kids bullied & injured me many times. University here was a sick place, most lecturers & certain evil students picked on me & I left without finishing my masters. Work was another great disaster & tragedy.

I just don’t know what is this? How can a person who never done anything but work & study end with a life like the hell am living in, be it at home or the fucking ugly unrecognized place that thinks it’s a country & does evil to me? Allah why is this happening to me, I can’t even walk in peace to buy grocery nor find a job to support myself?

Why all are allowed to lead any kind of life they desire, while my search for a better life is being messed with, why?